ok this is bad.
repetitive headaches, queasy tummy, mounts of homeworks...etc etc etc. ahh doiii.
thankfully there is not much hw this week. maybe part of the reason is because of the absence of my maths teacher. hehs.
wadever is it, hope she gets well soon if shes sick, and her probs resolved soon if there were any. hahas. funny to have a student saying such things for a teacher huh.

just like everyone else, i have many problems that have yet to be resolved.
and yea, most of us are torturing ourselves by having our emotions kept within and preventing them frm even surfacing to let the people around us, especially those tt we care abt, see how much of a certain emotion we have.
mm..there are many things that many of us have yet to understand.
we have to learn to be patient and not just go straight ahead into doing things without much thought and base on our assumptions that could be..lets just say inappropriate.
certain motives can be obvious without you even noeing it.
how can trust be nurtured when behind every action there are ulterior motives?

no idea where im getting at right? LOL.

nvm..i'll endure thru the storm, at least till NPAP is over. hahas.

currently feeling: worried. for the cadets, in Canberra and in NPAP.

and

YAY! momo is coming bak tmr!
i can return her bulkies and the smelly cage. FINALLY. :X

mmmm...
tired ):

persevere persevere!

AHH DOOIIIIIII
SO MANY HW =_=
moreover i cant do most of the ques given in the hw mostly because,
1. I do not understand the ques
2. I don't even know what I'm doing
3. When i think im confident that my method is right, my answer is wrong. -_-

sian sian sian sian sian >.>
haiz...man i really need help, especially in maths if i want to leave sch at an earlier time and miss the lessons(maths and chinese) every week to make it for NPAP trainings.
maybe being tt involved in activites can serve as an advantage when it comes to academics.
im actually forced to do well for the subjects if i want to participate actively in the activites that i love.
unlike last year, when i had lots of time, i didnt spend them wisely.
time was in the wrong hands last year, wif me wasting it away on television programmes and useless staring at the computer screen. >.>
now when im actually short of time, i tend to treasure it more.
man, ppl usually start treasuring things when they are running short, well for most of us lol. wad a sad aspect of humans. >.>

ahhh i miss my buns T-T (NaNa, Mo Mo, MiMi)
i miss the times we all had together.
i miss the Canberra CIs, i miss the unit, i miss the sec 3s, even though i noe they dun miss me tt much LOLs.
but even so...AIYA I JUST MISS THEM. :(